Tuesday, January 26, 2010


You must have expected this page hasn't been updated when you drop by once again for the umpteenth times.

You got it wrong! ;)

I'm finally updated this abandoned piece of land. Hmmm..Not exactly a piece of land, but oh well!

So, if you are concerned enough, you must have had wondered what/where/how/who/when have I been after my gigigaga post right below.

I have been good! So many things have happened! Yet, my blog is so silent. I'm sitting here trying to look for the sense of guilt.

Anyway, I have been wanting to write for many many times, but I was also demotivated (and distracted) for that many many times. Blame facebook, blogshops, msn, facebook, blogshops, msn. Hmmm. Why am I repeating them. Haha.

This past week has been an eye-opener for me, to see the true colour of people, to see the doubled faces some friends have and to look into myself for new discovery!

People can be so the awww-what-will-happen-to-me-if-I-hadn't-had-know-you kinda friend and at the same time, they can be what-a-bitch kinda friend. I am surprised I had not detacted it all along the way. Too brilliant of an Oscar actor I believe.

It's really a god-made opportunity of how I would see their true colour.

If I hadn't had said the a wrong thing at the wrong time to my close friend, if we hadn't had a cold war, if I hadn't had said another wrong thing to my another close friend, (Sigh. I know right. Seal up my mouth up man), I wouldn't had sat there and hear what the Oscar actors and actresses have to say.

Interesting conversation. I can see that they are putting in every effort, so that me and my first-cold-war-close-friend would not patch up and we'll not gel as well as we do now. Laughing hard inside myself, I think they are pretty silly to think that our friendship is actually, that shallow. It's funny.

Whilst hearing what they have to say, I was telling myself at the back of my head, how glad I am not having to hop around to find groups to fit myself in because I felt belong in every groups of friends that I am in. ;)

Although collision and friction, sometimes happens. Hah.

Hmmm. At this point of writing, I realise that I have actually no emotions towards what they have done, besides feeling funny. But feeling funny is pretty much an emotion, haha, anyway! I want to stop writing about them already, sien. Haha. The entire story is pretty much like that.

Anyway, after this I will blog about happy things already. (Maybe about my Bangkok trip! Bare in mind that, I'm not promising you anything okay, just in case I didn't blog about it again. hahaha.)

Give you a present for still being a reader of this blog. I really appreciate you clicking back to this page although you kinda know that it would still be the dusty gigigaga post. I proved you wrong this time! ;)

Anyway, your present!


Just like what a lot of other girls would do when it comes to webcam!
(Oh, I love my set of teeth if you still don't know =D)

Okay, I actually can't believe I just gave you THAT as present. Gaaaaaa. Now I felt silly. Haha.


After composing this whole post, I felt a great sense of self-satisfaction. It's been longgggggggggggggg since I felt the joy of writing, or putting down thoughts into words, even though I might not have an ocean of words to properly form them in alphabelts, and also in a very messy form of content.

But I will improve!

So, I think I should really write more, especially, blog more.

If that's a happy news for you. ;)


dee said...

dont simply say man, i am not a good friend, i dont defend for you u know. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAA. LIKE SERIOUSLY LAUGHING OUT LOUD.

Hey, veen dee u change. So what is about the effort of helping you when you are nothing.


Chin Fern said...


and yeah, i don't think you are a good friend, cos you NEVER defend for me. That's like so cool. Whatever shit.

haha. kthxbai.